The worst part about this bully is that I could put her in my shoes. I can hack any of her accounts, I can ruin her life and reputation. I could push her to the edge and make her cry suicidal tears. I could rip her apart and make her hurt like I do. I’ve done it before and I’m not proud of it. I could make her… Vanish. I’m a terrible person and I’m not proud of my actions of the past. I’m not proud of the desire that I sometimes have to hurt others who probably do deserve it. I won’t hurt her though. I deserve this punishment. I deserve the shit I get these days because of my past. So I’ll continue to run away from school.
I’ll just drop weight, become a stripper and marry rich. Yup yup. But in all honesty I miss school. I can’t return though. Not with that girl and her hyena laugh.

You know… All those people get mad at pro ana people. I, in no way condone the concept of pro-ana, I’d just like to say it kills me inside. I know what it’s like to feel like you have to resort to anything to lose weight, and that you need some motivation. It does make me mad that girls will drag others down with them for their own selfish reasons, but one must really acknowledge that people who think it’s not wrong are not sound of mind. They are obviously hurting in one form or another. I used to think I was pro-ana/mia but I really wasn’t. I wouldn’t ever want someone being sick, I would do anything to prevent if I could truthfully. 

I feel so sad that these girls feel like they can try and force themselves to be sick, because Ana and Mia aren’t a choice, they aren’t an option to choose off the list of shit you can do in life. Mia and Ana choose you. They entice you and become one with you. They coil around your life line and choose whether you are happy or not. They take over you and they intoxicate your mind with horrifying ideologies. Mia and Ana take a piece of you every time you believe them. They make you believe that you won’t ever be pretty. They make up all these lies, and they blind you so blissfully. Anyone who truly wishes to be sick like that, is already sick. As much as I hate pro-ana and pro-mia, I have to wonder to myself, “Shouldn’t we see the bigger problem in this..?”.

These girls need help before they get pulled in. These girls are also making a cry for help. I understand that they are kind of mentally inept by thinking Ana and Mia are a choice but if they are willing to go to the extent of trying to make themselves sick, does it not tell us that they aren’t happy with themselves and that they really should get help?

Don’t get me wrong, when someone says they are pro-ana or pro-mia I really just want to take some Hulk gloves and Hulk smash the bi- but anyways, yeah. 

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Changing theme. HOLD ON.